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Thank you Nancy for letting everyone know. I am able to use Toms phone for a minute today and wanted to let everyone know I am doing OK. I have gotten several texts and voice mails. unfortunately, I am not able to read or listen to many of them due to the fact that I am unable to become emotional. I had surgery and my stomach is in pain so I cannot cry. I feel every ones love though and am grateful. My dad is coming from NM and I am so happy to have his support as well as the rest of my family and Toms. They have been so great.
For those of you who don't know, Monday I was very sick throwing up (which isn't unusual). At about 1am I woke up with excruciating pain in my abdomen. Tom rushed me to the ER. They did several ultrasounds and could not figure out what was wrong. I kept passing out and throwing up from the pain. After a while the pain became much worse and my blood pressure began to plummet dangerously low. They rushed me to the OR where they found I had an ectopic pregnancy and my left fallopian tube had burst leaving me with 2 liters of blood in my stomach. I am very lucky to be alive. Our baby was 13 weeks which is very rare for an ectopic pregnancy to last that long without being noticed. Heavenly Father was looking out for me and I know that our baby is with Him again and we will one day be reunited. Fortunately, my right fallopian tube is perfectly fine as well as my ovaries. After some time we will be able to try again.
Thank you for your prayers and support. I will read your comments when I am better and finally able to deal with the emotional part of this. Please spread the word so that I don't have to say any more than this. I love you all!